I should first start off with some apologies, as you can tell, this is my first entry to this blog; a sad first showing on the consistency that is Raguena84. However with that being said, at least you are now fully aware that I am quite the procrastinator, furthermore I am more inclined to get to typing when some relevant (at least to me) happens in my laborious life. So with out further ado I would like to take you into my first entry, a mix of poetry and a slight touch of expository work, which will tie together an all important topic that I have recently discovered over the past few days…enjoy
This leech has sapped my affable mood
spirits subdued
Will broken
from love being taken for token
Providing pessimistic philosophies fuel for fallacies
Now coherence few and far between
coming apart at the seams
while “love” continues to demean
The leeching of kindness has accrued
while “love” continues to allude
Self worth forfeited
Coming through just to hit it, come together just to be splitted
Once bitten twice as stupid
coherence few and far between
Now smitten yet remorsefully languid
“love” continues to demean
leeched to the point of desitute
no longer astute
speech slurred, constantly mumbling
Regressing I concurred, my life is crumbling
let downs leave lasting lacerations
being realistic, Im masochistic.
Silently, slowly slaying self, no retaliations
Coherence few and far between
yet senses have come back in reams
No longer will love demean
The Leech has been removed
leaving a stronger host, yet somewhat “removed”
regurgitating all it fed upon
Leaving things to dwell on
Free from further frustrations, scars still supply sublime longing*
WoW!..You really don’t know how good that felt! Even with the use of poetry, I was able to get out the weeks frustrations in a quaint eight stanzas. Some of you are probably like “why the hell is he talking about leeches?!!” Well my dear people, even though us being the all powerful mammals that we are; everything is parallel to one another. While we don’t literally have these organisms latching on to us and sucking us of our blood, I am sure that we have come across our share of “leeches” throughout life. I came to the discovery of my leech recently, quite by accident too. You see, though the parasitical ways of friends, significant others, as well as employers my be subtle, truth be told it is just as dangerous as having one of these critters sap that precious life fluid from you. So how prey tell how can you find out whether you are indeed being “leeched”? Well for starters it really does start with self. Look inside of yourself and ask your self ” How does helping this person out make me feel” If the first emotion that comes across to you is aggravation, depression, or even anger; then my friends you already have your first red flag! Secondly, evluate exactly how mcu you do for this indiviual, this is actually very to guage; if they are not your child, and the are over the age of 18….you are doing too much!! stop while you are ahead!
So how prey tell how can you find out whether you are indeed being “leeched”? Well for starters it really does start with self. Look inside of yourself and ask your self ” How does helping this person out make me feel” If the first emotion that comes across to you is aggravation, depression, or even anger; then my friends you already have your first red flag! Secondly, evaluate exactly how much you do for this individual, this is actually very easy to gauge; if they are not your child, and the are over the age of 18….you are doing too much! stop while you are ahead! And lastly; how much are they doing for you? The last tester maybe a bit superficial however, in a world of where no one cares about the next man, you should really take into consideration what that person is doing to help you prosper, or better yet for my romantics at heart; what are they doing to make “us” better. Well that is the end of my musing for now, catch you guys later in the week. Peace
Ragueneau84
